9/29/2009

~ a legacy of unrest ~




and it feels like fall again
we've sealed this feel again


today was truly magical.

first - the last day of moving into my parents new flat.
second - tomorrow i'm moving to gdańsk for studies. again. a room for 8 months. and then - boxes, bags and luggage. as usually. as a bit for too long - i tend to think more and more often.

but.
today was magical.
today was beautiful.

it's autumn here. my soul is autumn, so i feel more than well, a bit at home everywhere outside because it's so breathtaking. the scent of leaves. the colours. the sky, the wind, the rain.

today i stood at the crossing with my brother and a car drove into a puddle and stained us a bit. we jumped backwards and cursed "KURRWAAAA!" in the same moment, same intonation, with a max synchronization with nescafe papercups in our hands.
that felt warm and sweet.
to have a sibling like that. i love him very much.
later, when he sat in the car, i stroke his arms leaning against driver's seat and told him i like him.
like you too, he replied.
that felt warm and sweet.

today i smiled to people and sometimes they smiled back.
that felt warm and sweet.

today i walked through my beloved highschool's yard, and then through the park i feel very sentimental and somehow sweet about. the rain poured. i got soaked. watched fallen leaves glittering of water on the asfalt way. the scent of leaves filled my nostrils, again. raindrops fell into my coffee. then i saw a double rainbow over my head. i got cold but it meant nothing.

that felt warm and sweet.
almost like happiness.

the falls and crashes of my life taught me to find everything in almost nothing.
and i think - it's a warm, and a sweet thing to do.
i think that's what life is about.

we do not pause, we do not rest
so do not speak, please do not test




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