10/19/2009

~ what happened to us ~





love is the law?

emotional cynism. sticky laziness.
odour of half-feeling deadmen made me want to throw up this morning, altogether with all those lifeless emotional compromises. undelicate. able to stain anything with their own cowardice.

my blood denies!
i wanted to cry myself out of my body today.

is there any place to breathe left?
was de sade right: is violence the rule of life?
instead of love.

an overwhelming domination of proofs against my beliefs punches me to the ground with cold cruelty.
i can hear bones crack.
there comes the first drop.
the scale i'm sitting on is racing down.

master, are you taking sides?



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