~ fishbowl ~

and some music soft in distant sails
but it don't sound like it did before

nobody needs to know what this picture is about.when everything we felt failed. song for a blue guitar.

your relationship with _ will be cancelled upon saving

the peak of cruelty. i froze when i read it, such a ruthlessly depersonalized welcome to the machine. is this what we've become? no, i don't really believe it. i'm just having a few hours of being dramatic.
i don't like myself tonight, my head is blank, i feel heartless, lost. and i don't know what to do, what to think, why i'm sitting in front of this computer, why i'm listening to this song, all over again why i'm writing this. what's there to see. what should i play to make myself calm.