~ the essential denied ~

i wish i had home.

life i experience tries very hard to convince me i am not to be happy.
i'm not listening to its curses. it costs me a lot.

i heard cruel words today.
crushed, i'm wondering how i am to be human if i'm being denied the most basic things that make a person to a human. as simple as a microsoft paint picture drawn with use of laptop´s touchpad only.

i wish i had home.
i wish i knew the meaning of words that are so obvious for everyone, but obscure for me.
i wish only a few things, in fact.
they're sung from behind clenched teeth.

in the wild wild wailing of wind
there's a house 'neath a soft yellow moon.

i hope.